What stuck with Sotile,
then a teenager in Rochester, New York, wasn't Christa McAuliffe's very public
death in a corkscrew-shaped column of smoke that told a live television
audience that she and six other astronauts had been killed.
Instead it was memories of
McAuliffe's life that endured: a 37-year-old women bubbling with confidence who
ventured boldly into a realm that had been largely a man's world. A teacher who
had her students read the journals of pioneer women because history text books
paid too much attention to men.
"I just always wondered
what kind of person she was,'' said Sotile, a former videographer for CNN who
had been making short films in Los Angeles with a friend, Mary Jo Godges.
Armed with gumption and
bankrolled by credit cards, the pair started shooting a full-length documentary
in 2001. It took five years, but they were buoyed by luck, the cooperation of
McAuliffe's family and some help from the likes of Carly Simon and Susan
Sarandon.
The result is a 75-minute
film, Christa McAuliffe: Reach for the Stars, that was to be screened
Tuesday night at Framingham State College, McAuliffe's alma mater.
"It brought her alive,''
said McAuliffe's mother, Grace Corrigan, who got an early viewing of the film. "It's
was very well done.''
"What a wonderful celebration
of her legacy,'' she said.
The showing commemorates
Saturday's 20th anniversary of the Challenger explosion, which arrives on
Saturday. More than that, it is the completion of a journey for Sotile and
Godges, who started filming at Framingham State on the 15th anniversary of
McAuliffe's death.
The film tries to shed
light on why this high school teacher from Concord, New Hampshire, was picked
out of the 12,000 educators who applied for President Ronald Reagan's teacher
in space program. It is a portrait of a dynamic woman whose enthusiasm for
learning - and life - was infectious, even coming through on old news footage.
"Reach for it,'' McAuliffe
tells students on video included in the film. "Push yourself as far as you
can.''
At Concord High School,
McAuliffe taught economics, law, American history and "The American Woman,'' a
course she designed.
Beyond the public persona,
the film also gives a glimpse of McAuliffe's life before the space program.
"Christa was so much more
than an astronaut running around in a blue suit,'' said Margaret Gilmore, 55, a
high school classmate in Framingham.
The documentary includes
intimate details, from McAuliffe's baby pictures, to her wedding dress, to
images of her own two children, who were 6 and 9 when she died.
There are anecdotes that
her students would have savored. McAuliffe wore a strapless dress, for example,
to her high school prom, a scandal at her Catholic school in 1966.
Even with the richness of
the subject, the documentary was difficult for Sotile and Godges, who had never
made a film longer than 10 minutes.
"This was a big story that
needed to be told,'' said Godges. "But there were plenty of times when it felt
like Renee and I were the only ones who felt like that.''
They were turned down for
grants, rejected by funders and their personal credit cards neared their
limits.
Then Carly Simon called.
Sotile had written her a
letter explaining that McAuliffe had carried a cassette of Simon's music to space
because it soothed her. Simon asked about the project, pushed for some
narrative details and wrote a song titled "You're Where I Go'' for the film.
Other things started to
fall into place. At a film festival in Harlem, Sotile and Godges bumped into
actress Susan Sarandon and told her about their project. Sarandon agreed on the
spot to narrate the documentary for free.
In the end, Sotile and
Godges condensed interviews from about 40 people, amassing 75 hours of new
footage.
In large part, however, old
footage lets McAuliffe speak for herself.
"I touch the future. I
teach,'' McAuliffe said during an interview in the film. "I really appreciate
that sentiment. That's going with me.''