"Silly, silly, little
ones."
"Perhaps. But it didn’t
seem so then. And anyway it is how my story begins…"
Peeling and torn, her tiny
fingers claw at the ground, shredding themselves further on gravel and
glass as she drags herself up the steep hill breaded with debris. She reaches
for the top. She loses hold and slips, spilling back and down into the
scorched hole that was once the glistening transport tube gateway. At first
she lays crumpled, sweating, trembling. She cries. No one hears her. But
she hears the dream- explosions, screams, the hiss of the snake at her
neck, with the feeling, the certainty that they’re after her. It drives
her on.
Finally, her small hands
pull her over. She rises. Arayna, only five this day, stands shaking in
her tattered, singed, lizard-print pajamas, before limping towards the
heart of the public square of Highlevel 2 Zone b. Tears stream back into
the cupped ridges beside her eyes. Arms reach for the solid safety of any
adult, anyone.
Arayna runs blindly into
and through the square, in zigzags, in circles, bumping, stumbling, until
choking on the pungent, dust-and-smoke-laden air forces her to stop. She
coughs. She turns her stinging eyes up. Her jaw drops. The sky is gone.
The environmental controls
are out. Where once was displayed a golden-rimmed azure sky is now just
the towering dinge-green of the dome. At its zenith, a hole blown through
exposes the one level and dome above and beyond. Like a bubble in a bubble
in the waters of her bath. The illusion gone, the vertical structure of
her world, always known but never really seen, now lays bare above her.
But before she can take it
all in she is thrown to the ground, knocked down by a streaking body. She
looks up and finally notices the people, the adults, running to and fro,
screaming, terrified.
"Even the adults?"
A chill grips her heart.
Some run. Some stand, mouths loose, eyes bulging with shock. Some lie very
still. In the distance, sounds of popping like thunder in a storm without
sky. Never before had she been so frightened. Never before had she been
alone.
Arayna scurries and dives
to keep from being trampled while she tries to clear her mind, to think,
to remember home. Her tower, her level. When she was here with her parents,
how had they taken her? Where was home? Remember? Remember! Panting, flushed,
body slick with sweat, she heads towards the somewhat familiar north towers.
A sea of feet, legs, elbows,
bodies, rushes past her, over her, jabbing, kicking, suffocating. She still
screams for help even as she pushes ahead. But no one stops. No one can.
Then in the crowd one familiar
face. Red curls, yes, her friend, being bundled off in the arms of his
mother. Arayna screams his name. The mother turns. Her glazed eyes see
Arayna, note her, and choose. She puts her hand to her neck, shakes her
head and lets the fear move her away with all that matters to her in her
arms under red curls that turn back over a small freckled waving hand.
A choice. A lesson for Arayna.
She starts to fall down and
cry. But then, mimicking the mother, she puts her hand to her neck. She’s
cognizant for the first time of its painful tightness. Her fingers gingerly
feel the half-dried blood and frozen flaps of skin gashed loose down its
side. She had thought it was just phantom pain from her dream, but the
snake must have gotten her this time. She swallows hard. This time she
drives herself on.
An explosion. She is slammed
to the ground. Her wind is knocked loose and her eardrums beat with pain.
Wheezing for air, she looks up. The dome cracks further. As do the marble
and crystal towers and buildings around her. Most of the people have been
thrown down too. But there is one boy, eagerly, stupidly, standing. With
a strange grin under his prominent nose and bronze curls, he snaps away
on his holo-camera. She follows his gaze. There! The other way! Her home,
her tower! Or what’s left of it. Stiff, sore, she wrenches herself up and
heads to its entry tube.
Barely audible…
"What the hell?!"
"Found bullets and traces
of a bomb…"
"Survivors?"
"A few."
Voices race through the smoke…
"Where did they come from?!"
"Below."
"Below? Below!"
"The Lows?! I heard this
kinda thing had been happening in some Middlelevels but this High? What…"
Amidst shouts and wails…
"But what happened to the
security codes?"
"We may never know…"
"Random guerrilla attack?"
"Maybe not so random. After
all the victims were mostly…"
"We’d better inform the Council,
Chairman Onar…"
"We’ll get ’em for this!
Make ’em pay!"
Arayna finally reaches the
shouting, scrambling officers. She drags herself, over the injured, down
the charred wreckage of her own hallway, past the purple uniforms of the
Highlevel Officers, past and beyond- to the hole that was once her door.
Breathing hard, she pushes between legs. For one horrible moment, she sees…
Then an officer shoves her
aside as he snaps a disk of crime scene photos. He leaves one copy in the
camera and slides another surreptitiously into his pocket.
She runs. She runs as fast,
as hard as she can. To the place where I wake up! The place where this
day never happened! There has to be that place! Flashes of the rambling
ruins of her home streak through her head. The covered bodies on the floor,
the desiccated inner-circle garden (was her lizard still alive?), and something
else, something as wrong with the images as they were themselves. But she
couldn’t quite catch it and couldn’t care now about anything but running
as far and as fast as she could.
Suddenly a heli-lift rises
near her, its four black wings whipping the wind around her, razoring it
through her wounds and dark, matted hair. She only briefly sees a symbol
on its side and two silhouetted figures in its transbubble before being
blown back to find one foot in mid-air and herself teetering over a chasm
blasted through from below. Far below. She looks down, level below level,
dome below dome, each upon the other, stacked, blown up from somewhere
beyond the farthest down her eyes could see. The depths make her head spin.
Nauseous, queasy, blackness swarms. She slips…
At the last second large
course hands catch her and toss her roughly in the back of an LMT. In the
dark, dank metal hold of the transport van a dozen other kids just like
her, injured, orphaned, yes orphaned, surround her, screaming. She
wants to join them but can’t. Instead she looks through the slits at the
crowd outside as bits of the structurally-damaged towers, dome, and level
beyond continue to tear off and fall apart like crumbs off old bread.
But as they move back through
the square, the people are changing. Their panic is lifting, transforming.
Their faces hardening. Fear becomes anger.
With an expression matching
theirs she looks up to the driver, his purple uniform, weathered face,
and newly scar-filled eye. But a man, an adult.
"What happens to us now?!"
Arayna wails.
His one good eye looks sadly
back at her. And with icy terror she realizes… he doesn’t know.
CHECK IN NEXT FRIDAY FOR
EPISODE 2: THE DIN OF INIQUITY
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